[The happiness is lovely, full of feelings of comfort, home, family. He basks in it while it lasts, still giggling with the relief that he isn't trying to memorize every detail, that the machine directive could fade away. But the happiness abates too, and he's left hiccuping as he very much does not calm down, but gets overwhelmed by other emotions instead.]
I'm, feeling too much? [So many strong feelings, disorientation and shame and guilt, irritation and relief. Everything's loud, and he wants to hide more badly than he's wanted anything for more than a week, but that want is jostling with a dozen other strong feelings. He'd forgotten his brother's existence, and dying, and his resolution to not hurt people. He'd flitted about in some pattern of disdainful, angry impulses and whatever artistic whims occurred to him...? And then, hadn't been feeling even that much...?
Papyrus leans forward to bury his head in his hands, and fingers catch in the scraped grooves on the sides of his skull, reminding him of that part all over. He flinches, ducks down lower, and unconsciously leans towards the comfort of his brother's presence.] Oh my god. What... What was I doing?
last tag was as i was falling asleep - want to emphasize, he did feel happy there! did
I'm, feeling too much? [So many strong feelings, disorientation and shame and guilt, irritation and relief. Everything's loud, and he wants to hide more badly than he's wanted anything for more than a week, but that want is jostling with a dozen other strong feelings. He'd forgotten his brother's existence, and dying, and his resolution to not hurt people. He'd flitted about in some pattern of disdainful, angry impulses and whatever artistic whims occurred to him...? And then, hadn't been feeling even that much...?
Papyrus leans forward to bury his head in his hands, and fingers catch in the scraped grooves on the sides of his skull, reminding him of that part all over. He flinches, ducks down lower, and unconsciously leans towards the comfort of his brother's presence.] Oh my god. What... What was I doing?