Again?? [Papyrus doesn't wonder why that's the word to come to mind, not when he was already thinking about - about things they try not to talk about. That week and change when he got the house, and he'd overridden a bunch of peoples' lives, but he'd hardly been himself either. Is some of his guilt now his own, remembering how badly he'd treated Sans then, when negativity had felt so furiously unacceptable?
...Not that he's a fan of the guilt, shame, and sadness that he's been noticing the last couple minutes, which... oh. Now that he thinks on it, thinks on these feelings, they do feel like the kinds of things he'd been pushing Sans away about. They're still... not great to feel. He still (still?? it's different, surely) wishes Sans wasn't feeling like that, that the things leaking were a better experience. Even their shared focus about helping people and some obligation as gods (weird and disorienting as that was!) would be better.
But... he wants to give his brother a hug and apology, and interrogate him about these sudden impressions that this isn't the only time emotions have gone leaking around. Not push his mind away altogether.] Not, uh, not accusing you! But. Are you, accidentally, doing a thing, maybe because of the weirdness?
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...Not that he's a fan of the guilt, shame, and sadness that he's been noticing the last couple minutes, which... oh. Now that he thinks on it, thinks on these feelings, they do feel like the kinds of things he'd been pushing Sans away about. They're still... not great to feel. He still (still?? it's different, surely) wishes Sans wasn't feeling like that, that the things leaking were a better experience. Even their shared focus about helping people and some obligation as gods (weird and disorienting as that was!) would be better.
But... he wants to give his brother a hug and apology, and interrogate him about these sudden impressions that this isn't the only time emotions have gone leaking around. Not push his mind away altogether.] Not, uh, not accusing you! But. Are you, accidentally, doing a thing, maybe because of the weirdness?