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oh no, the tragedy of lost effort

[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-25 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sans has to tilt his head to get a look at his chest; his halo is above his head and the vision's a little blurry besides. Not so blurry that he can't see his soul and Papyrus's reaction to it at the same time, though. He has the weirdest urge to reach into his chest and touch it, try and feel along the torn edges for signs of further injury, but the thought is there and gone, buried in a slow-detonating horror he's never experienced before.]

Welp. I'm really broken now, huh? [He shouldn't have said that out loud, or at least he should have tried to make it sound less like a joke he thinks the universe is playing on him, but it's not like it's a secret at this point, is it? It wasn't really ever a secret, just something they ignored.

That thing sleeping underground ate part of his soul. What's he supposed to do about any of it?]
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[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-26 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Might heal? That sounds ridiculous, but Sans can't deny that it's apparently healed from worse than this once. That doesn't mean Sans can bring himself to believe it's going to happen, but it does keep him from running his mouth further before he can think about what he's saying. He hangs onto Papyrus's hand; the grip isn't tight, but it's the most he can manage right now.]

How long d'you think something like that'd take? [Sans can't make himself sound like he believes it'll happen, but he can at least sound neutral.]
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I just remembered the after-event effects are going on right now SO...

[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-26 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
Probably. [Sans says that, but thinking about showing anyone else his soul like this... He doesn't like thinking about how his soul is visible all the time in general. It's even worse like this. Nobody outside of this room would understand the significance, but--

A flower pushes its way out of the wall. Two flowers. Six flowers. One of them curls its way around Sans's leg, between his tibia and fibula. He stares at it, and it stares back as it and the others bloom into a multitude of eyes.

The flowers are whispering. Sans goes rigid.]
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cw: some sort of panic attack

[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-26 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Sans remains completely still on the couch, like if he doesn't move the flowers won't be able to see him. Instinct screams at him to get away, to teleport, and he should have enough left to do it, but his magic feels as frozen as his body. "It has been appeased", they're saying, and Sans remembers awful chanting and the crush of ruined quantum physics that he couldn't hope to understand and (DARK D̸̬̓̌A̴̟̍̽ͅR̴̡̤̕Ḳ̷͝É̴͇̖̐R̴̖͊͗ͅ Y̵̲̹̞̬̺̆̀̓̀Ȩ̷̛̮̳̗͎͕͂͊͛͛T̴̢͉̙̯̍͒̅ ̸̩̽̈̒̀̇Ď̴̛̖͜A̷̤̐̈́̍Ṛ̴̓͂͘K̴̨̡͚̖̲̗̒̓̓̚E̴̬̓̃̽̏R̶̼͐̿̈́́ )]

[Sans yanks his legs up onto the couch and pushes gracelessly back into the couch like he's forgotten it's solid and he can't go through it (has forgotten that he could go through it, if he wanted). It's the most he's moved since he landed on the ground. His body aches and his wings protest being pressed so tightly into the couch, but his thoughts are swimming and he just needs to get away, right now.]
Edited (zalgo text keeps swallowing my closing parentheses) 2022-03-26 01:27 (UTC)
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[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-26 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Sans's eyelights flick to Papyrus's face and back to the withered flower and back to Papyrus, where they stay. He keeps himself pressed flat against the couch, but he doesn't keep trying to burrow into it. When Papyrus asks about something Sans did, he's not thinking about the way the flowers withered. No, he's miles under the ground, his thoughts whirling and slamming into each other, watching that thing waiting in the dark.]

It took part of my soul as an offering. [He remembers the research. Societies appeased it with offerings. With food.]
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you ruined two perfectly good skeletons is what you did

[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-26 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
[Sans watches Papyrus scraping at the flower and wonders, distantly, if he's going to set it on fire. Sans wouldn't really mind if he did, except for it being inside. The eyes covering the house have started to recede; already they've completely vanished from outside, and they're starting to thin out inside, too. Sans doesn't mind; he doesn't need more sensory input right now. Papyrus getting farther away from him makes him uneasy, but at the same time he doesn't want even the dead flowers anywhere near him. He tries to think.]

It said my name. Before I tried to get away. [Before he'd slammed into the ceiling and it ripped his soul out. He's trying to piece the events together, step by step.] It changed the car. I felt it grabbing me. It said my name. [Then, chaos.]
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[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-26 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. [Sans is simultaneously unsure about how something could take a name and convinced that thing underground could do it, if it wanted. But "Sans" still feels like him the way it always has, so as far as he can tell, that's safe.] When it grabbed me and started talking to me, I tried to get away. [Even if "away" was "up into the ceiling in a panic".] And that's when--

[He can still feel his soul getting ripped out, phantom echoes of pain that isn't there anymore. Every action after that was instinct and panic and anger; he's lucky he didn't just smash the screen when he tried reaching in after his soul, because he had absolutely no evidence or idea that reaching in would work. (Or was he lucky? It's not like it worked. Lucky he didn't smash up Papyrus's stuff, maybe.)]

Uh. Y'know. [A lame end to that sentence, but Sans doesn't want to think about it even if he can't stop thinking about it. His body is starting to unclench by degrees, but it's more exhaustion than relaxation. His wings hurt less now that he's not pressed flat into the couch, at least.]
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[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-27 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
Stay here. [Sans says, immediately, and feels (what's left of) his soul clench with how that sounds.] I mean, since when do I care about cleaning up, right?

[It's a joke, but there's undeniable strain in Sans's tone as he trips over himself to make himself sound more okay. He's probably being ridiculous--it shouldn't be a big deal for Papyrus to go across the room, or to another part of the house.]
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[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-27 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
[The eyelights in Sans's halo flick sharply toward the sound and motion, but Sans recognizes the helicopter and so he settles down before he can get himself worked up again.] Then why d'you even try to get me to do chores, huh? [It really is a useful little helicopter. Seeing Papyrus's phone reminds Sans that he's not actually sure where his ended up. It would probably be easier on Papyrus if he could text...

Sans spots it on the floor, where it must have landed somewhere around the time he crashed into the ceiling. He doesn't want to get up, but it should be in reach of his longer arms; he reaches out and lifts the phone up.

But that's magic use. He's surprised by a jolt of pain shooting from his soul through the arm he was trying to use and drops the phone all over again.]
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[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-27 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sans lifts a hand to his chest before putting it back down, belatedly remembering he doesn't have a solid sternum. He takes the phone instead, staring morosely at it and telling himself it's to check for damage instead of his phone just being a convenient object to sulk at.]

Maybe you were right about me not gettin' enough exercise. [The joke comes across a bit weak, but it's safer than anything else he might say.]
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makes up soul damage symptoms on the fly

[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-28 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
That's cool of you, bro. [Sans appreciates Papyrus going along with his attempt to smooth things over. He appreciates Papyrus's closeness, too; after a few moments of careful shifting Sans drops against his brother's side. He's a little bit colder than he really should be, and his arm still aches from trying to pick up the phone. Is it just going to be like that forever? Sans has no idea.]

It didn't do anything to you, did it? [Sans thinks he would have noticed if Papyrus had been there with him in any capacity, but he'd been--distracted.]
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become coze

[personal profile] ribticklers 2022-03-28 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
Good, it sucked. [That's an understatement, but it's also true. He'd rather Papyrus not also have to deal with this.] It was like--it was holding me in the cave. Which I guess it was. [Part of him, anyway. He laughs, just once, a little too sharply.] Y'know, I could feel it? That part of my soul. Even though it wasn't attached anymore.

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cw: panic attack... again

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